Scadalous/ Wednesday, September 7
in skool now...supposedly studying..yeap..but cmi..do my eg1 til i scared of it man..hate log!! bleah..met sum new ppl..justin and lex came along our room to study..hmm..been studying quite a bit laa..haha..quite guai le hor!! suddenly i miss med so much!! dunnoe y...wundering how's she doing over in china..haha..hope she is having fun!!! can't wait fer exams to be over!! den i can haf all the shopping time in the world i want!!!bought my capri pants in the morning at jp!! ex lorr...stupid pants..but i like it!! hahaa..gonna get my black shoes fer work too!! at last i'll haf black leather shoes fer work lee..haha..den look more professional!! hahaha..aft studying halfwae..went outside library..juz stood dere and stare at the sky and scenery..suddenly..i feel tt my life is realli so hectic..kinda need a break soon...real soon..how nice if i can juz slack at sum cafes with my realli good frenz..so that we may yak and chat til the break of dawn..[=..so mani things i wanna do..so mani things i yearn to do..but still..i'm procrastinating..i wunder..even til my last dae..i will not be able to fulfil them..and i'll live to regret..but wad's life..and wad are we here for..God gave me life..and i'm still in search of my purpose..i still can't gif my all..and i juz dunnoe y..i dunnoe wad's wrong with mee..maybe it's me..maybe it's factors around me..maybe i'm juz too used to being free lance..i noe it's unfair..and my feelings cum and go..sumtimes it's overwhelming..sumtimes it juz doesn't hit me..bLeaH..and i still haf thoughts of u..when i look up the clear blue sky..i see u..i see u dere..and i juz feel so helpless..plz watch over tracy..med and kim..plz appear in my dreams and lead me to where i belong..plz tok to me..
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
6:25:00 PM
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